Illusions are dreams that come to surface when we least expect
An illusionist, is someone who weaves those dreams for others
Sherilyn Leah
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hugs and kisses;lazing in bed all day with you
flowers from you!
craziness and randomness;jumping off the bus and into a puddle
screaming in the dead of the night just for the fun of it
walking barefooted on the cold asphalt
sitting by the bay enjoying our java chips
walking and receiving weird well wishes from the uncles on the sidewalk
having your dad tease me and my tutu
sitting in the backseat enjoying the open top ride on the convertable
sneaking kisses and winks behind everyone
squeezing the death outta me and then giving me the kiss of life
my zoological ipod
painted nails
my fetish for notebooks and lipbalm
ballet and photography;pointe pointe pointe!
the gatherings with the familes
our cute grandmas
loving out families to bits
kenlyn
captain headstrong & bailey's
rainbow coloured socks;bobby dazzler
my handmade sleeping hat;peewee
the groooovy dreamcatcher
hugging you around the neck coz im too small
getting along with my friends
loving our families to bits
sneaking in without the parents knowledge
laughing my head of at the sillest things
trying to enjoy every bit of my life
tresuring the time spent with you
and finally,
I'M THE KING OF THE WORLD!
AHH!! my head is gonna burst!!
ahh!! my head is sooooooo gonna burst. im super stressed!! coz of:1. exams are nearing and i havent finish studying yet!!2.im screwed for my science project3.teachers are crazy! they give tones of homework PLUS we have to study4.maths is killing me!5.and so is chinese!!6.family stuff7.friends stuff8.not enough rest9.need to meet the expectations of my parentsand the list goes on...HUGE SIGH!!this is what i wanna say to you:it seems you've chosen who you wanna follow and the kind of friends you prefer hanging around with.i dont feel comfortable there.i cant believe im so dumb to have just realised that all those stuff she and i were doing together, all those stuff that she had done for me, was not out of friendship.it was a lie. it was to benefit her and only her. i dont mind and im not angry with your choice but if she ever backstabs you or anything else, dont come running to me. i've warned you millions of times. and you still insist not to listen. i asked you and you said you wont mind so dont get angry with me if im treating you that way. im breaking off of her in a subtle way.. dont ask why. you've seen and witnessed those things ahe did to me. yes, you feel bad and all, but did you even try to stop it? no. you allowed her to carry on and then when its over, you come whining to me saying that its not you fault and you didnt mean it. i cant bring myself to forgive her and the same goes for you.im sorry that this have to happen but i just cant help it.oh man..how i wish i have someone whom i can pour out my misery and sadness and everything to. sigh. its so overwhelming.its so hard to find a friend who will always be there when you need them. everything is so hard to do. so hard to archive...so hard..
posted @ 4/27/2006 10:52:00 pm