my fucked up week
i have no mood to do anything and i feel damn bad now. i so feel like crying.
damn.
i think i've become quite a softie and its getting easier for me to break down and all. it kinda sucks coz the littlest things affect me greatly and i somehow find it hard to get over it without someone helping me and comforting me along the way. okay, it sucks. i think im becoming really dependable. too dependable actually.
someone once told me to learn to not look at people and life in such a cynical manner, i've tried, time and time again. and once i've actually start trusting people, i get cheated and i'll get hurt again. i hate that stupid cycle.anyway, i think im really talking rubbish. ah fuck.
this week has been a really crappy one. well, so far. i feel bad for everything i do and i feel even wors for those that i didnt. k, maybe not everything. i went to sentosa on tuesday and i had a really great time. i love all my friends. wait, I LOVE ALLLLL MY FRIENDS. yeap. thats better. everyone needs to know that they're being loved so please bear in mind, even if i rarely talk to you or even bother to say hi, i love you guys out there, k? everyone of you has a place in my lil heart and you guys have actually made an impact in my life so cheers. im in a really nostalgic mood so yeah, cant blame me. im just afraid that i might not have enough time to tell everyone i know that i love them, regardless if i've dislike you for a short or really long period of time, i still love you. yeap. im being so cheesy man. haha.
my parents just gave us (sibs and i) a long lecture bout our studies and all, you know, the usual and now, its gonna be tough for me to try and get outta the house and we've gotta be in bed by 1030, wth! its gonna be hard lah. and the WORST part is, THEY WANT TO CONFISCATE OURS PHONES WHEN WE COME BACK FROM SCHOOL BUT I THINK IT ALSO APPLIES TO THE HOLS. WTF. wish me luck.
forgiven. forgive?
posted @ 6/08/2007 08:32:00 pm